Today May 1, 2011 is a rainy and gloomy day in Oklahoma. Days like this make me think more about life, and see my goals to persue. I been so stress lately, reason why? well my major reason is finding a good stable job. Ever since surgery it has been so hard to find a job, I am currently working at Victoria Secret, but honestly that is just a side part time job. I love to work and keep myself busy, and this job only gives me few hours a week. Not only that, my medical bills are getting bigger and bigger. I'm very ambitious and with very little patience. Even tho before, my patience was fully charge, but lately my patience has been so low. I'm going to apply at different jobs tomorrow, hopefully I have good luck! I know it is easy to find a job at restaurants and fast food, but that's not what i'm looking for. Anyways another thing I been thinking today is that I can't wait to be out of Oklahoma. If you don't know, Oklahoma is ugly, plane, with alot of lazy people. I want a city with activities during the day, at night time, I want to see the city lights. And want to feel the breeze from the beach. I love the artistic life, love walking thru malls outside, walking to every place. Kinda like New York, but def. a smaller city than that. We are thinking Austin, TX. My fiance and I came to the conclusion that we will try to move after we get married, but yet it seems so long :( Ahhhhh well i'm going to finish my little blog, of my little stressing moment :) Hope to write a new blog soon about my happy life on top of those days of stressing :)
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| This is Austin, TX. Looks very beautiful |
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| This is a house in Austin, Tx. Of course we can't afford that yet, but that just my kinda home :) |
